I've been to a lot of places recently. I've been busy and things are changing but I've not written anything that I would like to have posted here. I've been wordless about things lately. I suppose I've been consciously searching for the inspiration to write about the things which I've been experiencing but the words just never got to me and so much has happened since that I am discouraged. Some days I find myself seated for hours facing either some computer screen or the pages of my old diary and they remain sadly blank at the end. I've been thinking a lot though and the world seems smaller because of it. I've been bold. I've been drinking. I've been wanting to hold hands and I've been wanting to kiss and I've been wanting to remove my masks but at the same time there is that fear of having everything go wrong after these wants are realized, because it is all too familiar: worlds have ended and worlds have turned against us only because we had wanted to be truthful, open.
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4 comments:
sometimes worlds can implode, but taking chances and being truthful (at least to oneself) can lead to the creation of new worlds, galaxies, and even universes.
Coming back for less than 2 weeks, starting next Monday. Did I miss your gig?
(YZ)
Thanks Rachel :)
Hi YZ, yeah, it was last Friday. It was alright I guess... check your email!
Ah, I agree with Rachel wholeheartedly. And there's always more than what every thing appears to be.
Take care sweetness.
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