Thursday, March 10, 2005

12:40 'Thoughts that Cease to be Solid'

Incidences of 'lost loves' that have happened, sometimes have a way of being played back in your mind, i'm sure of mine. But as to why it may be so, i would have to say that it'd be the hate/dislike of losing what you had considered important to your being.

Strangely so that a lot of this matter had been touched and played out in one of the better characterised anime that i had the opportunity to watch. 'Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien' or 'The Eternity That You Wish For'. I could say that this is probably one of the better dramas i've seen, regardless of its animation. The rollercoaster ride still carries some weight in my mind and somehow, as dumb as it sounds, i have learnt too that 'letting go' of someone you used to love and care about is definitely one of the harsher things in human life, but know this: it's necessary for moving on, for the world to revolve, yours and theirs.

I cherish the memories, for it was beautiful, curt and precious. I write songs as paying those roads i've travelled a visit, some out of neccessasity, some of it 'cause i got lost on the way and was confused by the mixed emotions, some out of fun (gee, there goes the neighbourhood), and some by accidents. None were meant to be negative,
just more blunt and truthful to the extent of sometimes being 'sad'. But hey, i guess it's time to move on now, don't you agree? (it's just that i don't have a lot of happy tunes playing in head)

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